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I dreamt last night.

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Written by Sean on Friday, December 16, 2005

I woke up, and I vaguely remembered a dream. I often remember dreams, sometimes more clearly than others. This morning, it was vague. The first thing I remembered was a song. But it wasn’t a song at all. Trying to puzzle out what song it was, I realised it was lyrics made by me on a tune written by someone else, but sung by Sinead O’Connor (no familly ties!).

This is the album in question: Sinead O’Connor @ http://www.amazon.com/ . The lyrics that kept going over and over in my head was "Isn’t it enough?". 5 syllables, just like "am I not your girl?". Imagine my confusion trying to puzzle it out! Ha!

Bits of the dream came back to me later. I was wheeling. I was in a rehab centre, but I was not a para. I was in a toilet, one with a roll-in shower stall built-in. I was at the sink, looking at myself in the mirror. Somehow, I had a chat with one of the big mucka-muck at the rehab centre. I can’t recall if I was coming "clean" to him, or what it was, just recall a conversation with the guy, and a weird feeling in the pit of my stomach.

I also recall taking a shower/coming out of the shower and having my chair’s cushion completely soaked, and thinking I’d get my clothes wet. I was completely dressed, despite coming out of shower? Dunno, weird.Put a towel on the chair and keep going.

So anyway, I woke up, and have been left with a weird feeling in the pit of my stomach, perhaps the same feeling from the dream, who knows?

Time will tell what this might mean, if anything…

 

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Sean is transabled. His body image is that of an L2 paraplegic. He has been living pretty much 100% of his public life from a wheelchair for the last decade, but hasn't found peace of mind (and is unlikely to until he does become a para).