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Written by Sean on Tuesday, June 14, 2005

This morning, I woke up, not really remembering a dream I had last night. Later on during the day, I remembered that I had dreamed. I even remembered that I woke up in the middle of the night, thinking I should remember the dream. I don’t, not really, though I remember bits and parts. The bits I remember are about being a leg amputee, discussing options for having the other leg amputated with a doctor.

This is fairly odd, considering I’m really not an amputee wannabe. But there you go, sometimes you dream weird things, eh? :)

From what I remember of the dream, I was a RAK, with the thigh muscle rather atrophied. I was discussing with the doctor a second amputation, a LAK, much higher up. Leaving only a 10cm residual limb on. But the doctor objected to that on the basis that it wouldn’t really leave enough to use prosthetics. I do remember that I explained I didn’t mind.

That’s all I remember from the dream. There seems to be a little bit more of a memory, hiding around the corner, but I can’t quite remember it. That’s how it goes at times, you know you have a fragment of memory, it teases you, it plays with you, but in the end, it remains locked away.

How did that dream leave me? Certainly not horny. Not feeling bad either. It wasn’t a feeling of being in an everyday kind of situation, I was aware it was an extraordinary situation, but it felt comfortable, not scary. Not sensual, nor sexual, but definitely a feeling of well being.

So, here I am, somewhat remembering a dream, and not knowing how to interpret it, if there’s a valid interpretation anyway!!!

 

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Sean is transabled. His body image is that of an L2 paraplegic. He has been living pretty much 100% of his public life from a wheelchair for the last decade, but hasn't found peace of mind (and is unlikely to until he does become a para).