Home / Thoughts / Other's Thoughts / Sophie's Thoughts / The Thoughts

The Thoughts

Avatar for get_the_author

Written by Sophie on Monday, May 26, 2008

A fleeting thought flicks into your mind and leaves just as quickly. It’s one of those thoughts where you can’t help but do a double take, that double take seems to consume you for hours, days, weeks, who knows. These fleeting sudden thoughts carry more weight than the day dreams you spend almost a week thinking up in your head. I personally think these thoughts are a more accurate window into your mind than day dreams. These fleeting thoughts are often too embarrassing to share with others, you are often scared if you ever told anyone these fleeting thoughts they would shut you down and tell you they are stupid, you waste weeks wondering whether they are stupid.

Does anyone else have this sort of thing swirling round in their heads? They consume my mind and it frustrates me. What if some real life problem developed into what I always wanted? What if a normal day to day task that I take for granted developed into something bigger? Why do these wonderful things always happen to people who don’t want it? Why are these things random occurrences? Why can’t they happen more often? Why not to me?

The thoughts are driving me crazy, I can never find a solution, I can never find an answer!

Vote if you like
this post.
0 Vote

 

This entry appears in Sophie's Thoughts. You can follow any responses to this entry through the RSS 2.0 feed.

You may have your say, or trackback from your own site.

2 Comments

1 On 27 May, 2008, Dante said:

Avatar random

I, too, am frustrated by a bowl of swirling thoughts - I reach up to grasp them but they disintegrate into nothingness; leaving you helpless but to watch each wisp join together to create that daemonic jinn with no other reason to exist but to torture me.

 

2 On 27 May, 2008, Sean said:

Avatar for Sean

Oh aye, entirely too familiar with demons… Wrote a little poem about them a while back…

 

Post your comments

Comment info


(required)


(valid email required)



(required)

Send

Anti-spam - answer to confirm you are not a spam bot


 

© transabled.org - 1994-2008 - All Rights Reserved.

About Sophie

Sophie is transabled. She has been using a wheelchair more and more, and has wheeled "full time" for several months. She is now stuck back at her parents house without a wheelchair and having to suppress her transabledness. She looks forward to the day where she will be a para (Complete T12).