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Mo Betta…

Written by Alex on Wednesday, May 3, 2006

As part of my to do list the next thing is to get a better chair. So do I need one? A better chair that is…..

#3 Get a better chair

Oh heaven’s yes!!! The chair I have now is adequate for he first part of my plan as I will be “healing” from my injury and it will supposedly be temporary. I figure if I can make it through the winter here then I’m good to go and will deserve a better model.

Anyway, by late in the winter or early in the spring when all is not well I will have to advance to a more permenant chair. Thank you Ebay! There are some great deals to be had there, especially in the Ebay stores where dealer demos can be had for the best prices, some up to 75% off.

The only problem I will have between now and then will be getting my butt into a smaller seat width as most of the demos are 15 and 16 inches and I don’t want to look like a stuffed canolli. I’m currently in a 20 inch seat which is a bit big I really should be in a 18 or maybe a smidge smaller with clothing guards.

I’m really struggling with feelings of guilt. Guilt that I have this drive to do such an unortodox thing and guilt that I will have to lie to so many people. I mean I’m not opposed to a little white lie to friends and families or a real whopper to total strangers, but this is different. I will be lying to an entire town all of my friends and all of my family, except one, my mom. How many people will I look in the eye and out and out lie to?

Is a lie to some one else better or worse than a lie to myself? I know this has been adddressed before by others on the site and while I cruise Ebay drooling over the thoughts of getting a newer, sleeker, more expensive model should I? Should I revel in this feeling of rightness of my mind and body? Or should I sit down, shut up and return to the closet?