by Chloe - 3 November 2009
Yesterday evening I was in the middle of writing an e-mail to Sean, when Alicia walked into the room to ask me a question. It came out of the blue; a complete surprise. My answer surprised me too. I’d go further. I was shocked by my answer.
$100,000,000 continues »
by Sean - 20 September 2009
I’ve not been particularly well these last couple weeks. Physically unwell, with a touch of emotional unrest as well. Tonight, right now, it’s like the safety harness that was holding me up has just been triggered, and things are getting worse at a speed growing exponentially.
Triggers continues »
by Sean - 30 May 2009
Today finds me empty, deflated. I fail to see what the point of continuing like this is. There are happy moments here and there, but they are far from sustained, and they are overshadowed by a brutish despair.
Life, BIID, Surgery, Value, And All That Jazz continues »
by Sean - 8 November 2008
Today, several things happened and suddenly, the penny dropped – I am unlikely to ever be paraplegic. I am not in deep depression, though I am never far from it, and this realisation may push me back there. There. Is. No. Hope.
The Penny Drops, the Hope is Gone continues »
by Sean - 2 October 2008
Several years ago I was in a massive depressive crash (yeah, it happened to me a lot of the course of my life!). Anyway, a friend literally held my hand and took me to the local Mental Health clinic. An appointment was made two weeks hence. A week before the appointment I started to feel better. The visits with the psychologist and then the psychiatrist at that clinic actually did nothing for me, and the improvement felt before the first appointment slowly faded out and disappeared.
Improving Shortly Before Starting with New Shrink continues »