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I think I told my husband…

by Zoe - 17 July 2008

I think i told him…

I was a little drunk (well, more than a little drunk), but that was the only way i would have felt free enough to say anything at all, let alone to tell him my deepest, darkest secret in the world.

What if I change my mind?

by Zoe - 15 July 2008

This question appears logical, but to my mind, it is not.  It is not logical that i might change my mind, because i have wanted, nay, needed this for so long.  And it seems so right, it seems so logical, that the thought that it might not be right seems weird, wheras most people would think the opposite should be true. 

Who I am…

by Zoe -

I just can’t get past this feeling that i need to be who i am, no matter how strange or unpalatable to the general population, i just can’t get past the idea that i’m meant to be someone else, something else, someone who makes a difference, somehow…

What’s fair anyhow…

by Zoe -

recent events have caused me to wonder, what’s fair anyhow?

My sister in law has just had a miscarriage.  Putting my fertility problems aside, i know that she and her husand would be fantastic parents, so why, would not God have wanted them to bring this child into the world?

The power of suggestion

by Zoe - 1 July 2008

Following on from my last post, i have wondered not just whether my mind created some need in me for some as yet undetermined reason, i also have also wondered whether i have been influenced by the power of suggestion.  I mean, you can find anything on the net these days, any opinion, any point of view, look hard enough and you are sure to find someone who agrees with you.