by Sean - 17 May 2005
I must admit, I "suffer" from chronic depression. Not just the "oh I’m feeling a little blah today" kind of depression. The kind that kicks me in the guts and has me crawl in a corner and not want to move away from there for days on end. I’ve had better periods, and worse periods. And while transabled attacks and depression periods sometimes happen at the same time, one doesn’t cause the other, I don’t think.
Depression, transability, etc continues »
by Sean - 16 May 2005
I was asked yesterday if I knew of a way to get a spinal cord injury. This visitor wanted me to tell him how to finally become a para. The thing is, I don’t know of a safe way to do it. If I did, chances are I would have used it on myself a while back. Chances also are that if I did know, I wouldn’t tell someone, for many reasons including one of liability.
Way to get an SCI? continues »
by Sean - 15 May 2005
How much of me is only the transabled thing? How many parts of me compose me, and what ratio do they represent? I can think of several parts of myself, but lately, the part that has me focused on being a para appears to be huge.
Transability defining me entirely? continues »
by Sean - 13 May 2005
Most people who know me and who also know about my wannabe feelings seem to automatically assume it’s bad and that I should look at getting rid of those feelings. Is it so? Is their judgement call about the negativity of my feelings valid?
Is transability to be cured? continues »
by Sean - 12 May 2005
What if I could get cured? Rid of the transabled feelings. What if this thing could just let me be? Would I do whatever it takes not to be feeling this way anymore? It’s a tough question, and quite honestly, I don’t know the answer.
Getting rid of these feelings! continues »