Archive for July, 1999

 

In yer genes

by Sean - 7 July 1999

Someone told me recently online that they really thought the wannabe thing was in their genes… I say, what a good excuse to not confront your own inner demons my friend. Hey, if it’s in your genes, you can’t do anything about it… Easy cop out, huh?

Body Image

by Sean -

The eternal fight is about wanting to be something or someone we’re not… Never happy with our self image. That’s one direct link to what leads me to think that self-injury is not an option… First you want to be a left below the knee amputee, then a left above the knee, then a double above knee amp, then well, you realize you want to be a woman. There can’t be an end till we figure out why it is that we’re so disatisfied with body image. What exactly in our past led us to decide to run away from who we are?

Body Image continues »

Being shy in real life, or being outgoing in the chair or online.

by Sean -

Surprisingly, I’m a shy person, lacking self-confidence. Ohh I’ve learned over the years to hide it half decently to those who know me only casually, or not at all. Still, it just doesn’t come naturally. Then I get online and all hell breaks loose, and I’m a totaly different person. Just so easy going and all… Same thing in the chair.

Being shy in real life, or being outgoing in the chair or online. continues »

Writer’s block

by Sean - 5 July 1999

I was going to write about atrophy in my legs, about living a lie and how I relate to that and about pretending so extensively being un-healthy. And I can’t write down anything down, thoughts too scattered. Just not flowing as it used to…

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