My Story 2
by Sean - 1 June 1996
For the past few months I have worked on accepting myself. I have come to realize that this obsession will not go away. It will not just dissolve and there is nothing really wrong with it. So instead of fighting it, instead of paddling against the current I decided to let the river carry me, putting all my energy in giving direction to my canoe (read life) and be happy. This is working, of course there is still a long way to go, but basically, I am a long way on the path to healing. One of the event that helped me a lot is described in the following paragraphs. Do note that while I could not put my finger on what it was that was so great about all that was happening, I have realized what it was now… I have been obsessed with the need to use the chair for so long I can’t remember, but to use it as I describe a little later, I found I wasn’t thinking about it so much as being it. I mean there was now some room for enjoyment rather than only a black hole of worries.
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